oncall

 

it has been such a long time since i ever blogged.

i am currently on-call as i am typing this blog post. this theatre is so cold at night. i wonder why do we need to do tumour cases in the middle of the night but everytime i think as a patient, everything becomes different. i seriously love being a nurse and being able to save lives but i am feeling so tired right now. my eyes seems to be closing any moment.

right now, i am circulating for a neuro tumour case. it has been a long night. all neuro cases non-stop. sigh. i wonder if i can hit the call room bed tonight. bloody mary came to visit me and my cramps are killing me.. i absolutely abhor my day today. it has been a really bad day for me.

…………………… call is bad, bloody mary came, got scolded for nothing, you thought i am siding her, i am being treated as a person who you think you can bully ………….. i had enough!! 13th is a bad day for me!!

on a lighter note, i am glad someone still said he loves me=) thats all it matter=)

i seriously hate my naked face now. i look super horrible with all the scars all over. when are they going to recover. i can’t live without the bloody concealer.

xoxo. hope my emergency cases will stop coming in which is impossible=(

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LITTLE SISTER=)

 

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR LITTLE SISTER=)

Happy Birthday my dear little sister. Thank you for being such a great sister in my life. I thank God for bringing you into this world because without you, my life would so boring and lonely. Thank you for spending time with me when i am bored, when i am down and thank you for listening to all my stupid nonsense all the time. You never fail to bring joy to my life as well as the people who are close to you. Your smile will brighten up my day=) You are one year older now=) and you are one step closer to adulthood.. take joy in growing to be toothless in days to come. =DD

Today is your special day=) Stay cheerful and naughty as always=P I am looking forward to see you tonight for dinner=)

I am so going to miss you when you go australia. Please take care of yourself and don’t make dad and mum worried. I will always be there for you as promised=)

I LOVE YOU MY DEAR SISTER!!

Its how ironic how some people think of others.

 

 Wayne Dyer once said that judgements prevent us from seeing the good that lies beyond appearance and in the bible, Matthew 7, God taught us never judge or you too will be judged. For in the same way you judge others, you yourself will be judge. I am just amazed at how people judged others. I will not deny that in my entire life, i have not judge others too but i believe that God would help people to learn to accept people in a different way. He came down all the way to save sinners not saints.

 Some words are meant to be said while others are not meant to be..

 On the lighter note, i am having a good rest this week i hope. Work has been really tiring. Christmas is near and i am really happy when christmas is round the corner. =) Christmas is the day when you commemorate the birth of Christ=) Exchanging of presents are also lovely although every year, i don’t receive much presents but i receive God’s love definitely. It also marks the end of a year and the beginning of a year would be coming.

Last sunday, my best friend michelle got baptised and i was really happy for her. Seeing your closed ones believing in christ is the best thing that can happen to you. Things began to flash back like how i got baptised when i was younger. When i was a toddler, my parents made the decisions and baptised me in church. When i grew older and could make my own decision, I baptised on my own accord and I am really happy to be part of God’s kingdom. He has never fail me. 

 i went to my colleague’s baby one month after the baptism.. =) her baby was super cute and there were loads of children and other babies too. I can see the joy of the mothers when they see their child grow up. Mothers are always the greatest. Whenever i see the birth of the child at the labour ward or whenever i assist the surgeons in a caesarean section, i always thought how great mothers were. They go thorough alot to bring a child to this world and how amazing God actually created us.

My sister’s birthday is tomorrow. She is older by another year. I hope she will grow to be more mature and tactful=) She’s going australia, Melbourne to study next year and i will really miss her. 

Its going to be a day of thinking for me=)

XOXO=)

 

 

 

  

 

 

a great weekend

 

 Hey peeps=)) I had a great weekend and i hope everyone else had their great weekend too=)

 

I managed to meet up with my babes on thursday night to celebrate pam’s belated birthday. It has been such a long time since the four of us sat down together. It’s not easy for us to have a heart to heart talk. Thinking back, we have all grown so old.. sigh!! I am happy to hear that all of us are alive and kicking. I thank God that we are all still as close as in the past although we don’t meet up that often. We updated each other on our lives and i am glad everyone is doing really well. We were gossiping the whole night away in sushi tei at holland village. =) Needless to say, i love japanese food=) Too bad, we had only dinner and all of us headed home.

 

On friday, i met up with my fellow colleagues to have lunch at orchard sakura. This lunch was actually meant for a fellowship because of my colleague, florence is flying to UK. I am glad quite a number of people went but some couldn’t turn up because of work and family. It is really hard for a group of nurses to seat down together and have lunch together because of our messy schedules and call duties. We were gossiping away about theatre work and how some doctors behave.. naughty us=p It was first time to sakura anyway.. the variety of food was alright but the food wasn’t that super fantastic=X it was a good place for fellowship and for a big group of people nonetheless.

 

 

 Yesterday night, my boy and i double date with my sis and j for a authentic korean dinner at east coast=) The food was awesome as usual. I love korean food too. I am glad all of us enjoyed the dinner. I ate the same thing in friday night too but i wasn’t sick of it because i love their hot delicious beef glass noodles soup and their pancake=) There were loads and loads of veggies which i like=))) 

awww!! I look so ugly without makeup!!

Its sunday today and i am totally hating it cos tomorrow i will be oncall again!! I hope my call would be good tomorrow although its unlikely to be. i seriously admire people with good complexion cos my sucks. i just squeezed 3 blackheads and some whiteheads with failure man. i wonder how come some of my friends has really good complexion despite not bothering much about their faces like my good friends, pam, michelle and yiling!! wahahhahaha. there are many more la. Maybe nurses can’t have good complexion after all because of the horrible working schedules and always not sleeping enough. My colleague was really cute.. she will be getting married next year march and she told my nursing manager incharged of duties that she didn’t want any calls cos she wants to look pretty on her wedding day.. and i really hope they approve la because who don’t want to look pretty on their wedding day=)

kays. XOXO!!

Ling is going to have a break=)

 

I watched 2012 last week=) To me, the show was over-rated because it wasn’t the WOW feeling to me. I was kinda disappointed because it wasn’t that fantastic after all. Despite a normal story line, the show has good animations and great sound impact.

This week has been a busy week for me. Long working hours and my call was horrible. I was post-call on Tuesday and after sleeping like for only 3 hours, i forced myself to wake up to attend one of my colleague’s wedding=) I was really happy for her and she looks absolutely gorgeous on her wedding day. I absolutely love her wedding gown and her night gown. It was full of diamonds and crystals shining under the romantic atmosphere of the swisshotel lighting=)

Wangfang and Huimei was also attended the wedding=) We camwhore the whole night and i bet my boy was totally bored. i am so lazy to upload somemore pictures. I will upload it when i am free=) 

A Busy Saturday

I woke up early this morning to attend my nursing course. THE ONE COURSE in SMU. I practically dragged myself out of bed because i couldn’t sleep well yesterday.

I had a great dinner at JUMBO Seafood Restaurant with my family yesterday at East Coast Park. The dinner was to celebrate my cute mummy’s birthday=) I am glad she’s still around. You must always treasure the people who are close to you when they are around. I thank God for my mother. Mothers are always the greatest.

After the course at SMU, My colleagues and i walked towards raffles city. All of them were going straight home because all were feeling super tired. haha. Nurses always feel tired. =X Look at our eyebags=(

I was waiting for my boy to come and join me at raffles city=) We ate japanese food for lunch and i really enjoyed japanese food. They are my FAVOURITES=) YUMMY!! He was so cute because he recorded another video of me when i was eating the dessert. He recorded secretly.. =) I’ll show you all in my next blog kays. I am so lazy to upload it.

me and celest=)

Me & YingXian

Me & Shamala

Me & Yanna

I am seriously have pre-call syndrome=(

 I hope i can finish my call and skip to monday=) I miss my BOY!!

XOXO=) Ling=)

 

UPDAtES

i have been busy with work recently. i have been doing 4 consecutively weekend calls and i am seriously tired. this weekend, my call would be on sunday again.

 

i never realise how tiring calls were until i joined the medical industry. i am seriously getting older. i guess my biological clock inside my body is at least 10 years more than my age. I just took a health screening on Tuesday and i hope everything would be alright. I got a terrible shock when i took my weight. I actually weigh 44.9kg in the morning after fasting after fasting throughout the night. I seriously put on weight. I still remembered when i was working in theatre, i was weighing like only 42 or 43kg. I guess i really snacked alot and i don’t exercise at all. Its time i should start exercising or think of a way to lose weight. I can’t fit in some of my bottoms anymore=(

 

Whenever i looked at those slim girls, i will wonder, how did they keep themselves so slim. Some are just in their genes while some really make an effort to keep themselves slim.

 

I love how people eat and eat but they just wouldn’t put on weight. I am constantly feeling tired because of the lack of sleep accumulated. I hope i wouldn’t feel this way anymore after i TRY to start on my jogging regime which i always  procrastinate.  

i was browsing through the net and i came across this girl who is really pretty and she’s dam good at teaching people how to apply makeup=) I don’t know if you guys heard about her before. She’s none other than Michelle Phan. Her blog is at http://ricebunny.xanga.com . How come all the michelles i know are all so pretty?!! haha. Maybe i should name my future daughter michelle=p

Anyway, i am super happy for my sister that she has got accepted from Monash for her further studies in Australia. I really hope she can go for it and not worried about the school fees and the expenditure costs. Being able to study is always such a joy and for a good cause. At least, i think that study is much better than working=) 

 I am seriously a tv-addict now especially to tvb hongkong dramas. I love to admire all the pretty actresses and i love how the director actually managed to come out such dramas=)

i want to go shopping and watch movies. It has been such a long long time since i ever went shopping. I seriously got no life but its kinda good at least i won’t spend so much money. I didn’t manage to save much either. I don’t know why every month, my cash seems to be depleting.

 I miss my boy so much=)) i am going to have dinner celebration for my mum’s birthday tonight=) Looking forward=)

XOXO Lingsie=))

 

 

 

 

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happy birthday my dear=)

happy birthday my dear=)

i celebrated for him on friday and yesterday, justin, my sis and me celebrated for him again=) thanks guys=) we couldn’t celebrate for him today because he has more important things to do=) today is his actual birthday and i hope he enjoy himself totally=)

birthdays bring me back alot of memories. when i was young, my parents would tell me how important birthdays are. it is the day that you are born and the people who are close to you will always appreciate and remember your birthdays. without birthdays, there wouldn’t be you in this world. i thank God for you=) I thank God that He made us so perfect and wonderful=)

On friday, after work, i planned and brought him to Barnacles Restaurant & Bar at Rasa Sentosa Resort. I reserved the place one week ago and told them it was a birthday event. They were so sweet enough to plan everything for me including the complimentary cake=) This place is awesome=) I love the ambience and the surroundings. If you have been hankering for a romantic dinner that is by the waterfront and a place that offers a serene retreat from the city, this is a good place to recommend. The staff were friendly and they offered really good services.

The first dish that appeared on our table without even placing our orders yet was the complimentary bread. Bread came in a basket with three different dips – butter, avocado cream and chilli crab sauce. I liked that there was a variety of bread to cater to different taste and the dips were quite unusual, a refreshing change from the butter and jam. The bread was warm by the way and a lovely way to kick start our meal. It was amazing, i must say=) 

 

The Complimentry Bread

 

 

The Sauce=)

We placed our orders after browsing through the menu. We ordered their signature dishes which was the ying yang dish that was awarded one of the best 100 dishes in the sunday times and the all time chilli crabs. We didn’t regret our orders because the ying yang dish tasted heavenly. The prawns were big and juicy with the special sauce=) The squids were so crispy that when you chewed on it, it will just melt in your mouth=) i was impressed by the look and the taste of the food. The chilli crab was awesome=) The sauce is sweet and not too hot. The crabs were big, fresh and juicy. The crabs came with those small fried mantous=) Blogging about it now makes me drool even.. 

Ying Yang Dish

my dear posing with the ying yang dish=) chilli crabs

 

chilli crabs

 

 

 

Yesterday, we went out with my sis and justin to sushi tei at paragon. The japanese food there is simply yummy. We ordered really alot of food and kept on eating. The desserts are so yummy and the salmon fish was really fresh=) i simply love japanese food. After the dinner, we sent them back to justin house and we went home. My sis and justin then came at midnight to surprise my dear with a birthday cake=) So sweet right? i knew it beforehand already and i was working hand in hand with them=) My dear was surprised too. I guess he felt really happy and touched=) Thanks Justin and mei=) Love you guys to the core=) We ate the birthday cake, the awesome durian mooncake and the champagne. We slacked infront of the television till 2am. We all felt tired and hit the bed after that=) 

i took a long time uploading the pictures and i am feeling tired=(

XOXO=) Lingsie

*i uploaded everything and the whole blog post went blank and i needed to do everything again. you didn’t know how pissed off i was man=( *

i am feeling so tired always..

i slacked the whole day at home today other then going out with my parents to eat lunch at ghim moh=) The food there is still as great as usual=) My mum asked me to accompany her to eat the famous boneless hainanese white chicken rice and its dam gawd sinful. i can foresee that i will put on more weight after eating the oily rice and the meat that was being soaked inside the soya sauce. Nevertherless, i enjoyed the food.

After eating, my mother talked to me for like 3hours. She kept on talking to me non-stop. i wished that sometimes time wouldn’t pass so fast because they are all growing really old. My dad went to visit my uncle today. I overheard them talking that his health wasn’t really good and his eyes are in really bad condition. One of his eyes had already gone blind and now the other may go blind really soon too. Life is so sad.

My mum suddenly talked to me about marriage and stuffs like that=) She asked me if i could ROM and get a house first. I told her i will consider first. She was like hoping to see me and my sis get married and have kids before she could so call, “leave peacefully”.. i was like … My parents gave birth to me at an old age and now, they are just hopping for the best. I understand how they feel.

I just celebrated my anniversary on friday=) My boy was really sweet as usual. He made me a digital photo-frame that stored our past memories and photos. It was a digital calendar and a radio. The digital photo-frame will play all our photos and memories=)) and there were like heart-shapes in between of our faces=)) i feel so sweet=) I thank God for him. If i looked back, i believe everything happens for a reason=) God always has a better plan for me. In my life, He has already planned it all. I need not worry. Thank you my dear.

  

 

XOXO=) LINGSIEE

i am feeling super sleepy. good nights=))